Frustration

 I am so frustrated and angry right now, I just have such a hard time understanding why the people who are always in the mindset 'me first' seem to get things their way. I know in my heart we are not to store things up on earth, and I know in the end it won't matter, but its so frustrating to see them sit back and manipulate things to their advantage and leave behind those who try to follow the rules. I was made a promise, it was the way things were suppose to go, the way the rules are set,then someone steps in and destroys it ..I am having a hard time forgiving them, or turning the other cheek, or just letting it go! I have waited 2 years for this and one person who has no trouble twisting things to their advantage comes in and pulls the rug right out from under me!I have never been one to look for an argument, never been the confrontational type ,but sometimes you have to stand up  for yourself! Feeling really aggravated right now so sorry to rant,just hoping it will help me deal better...right now, I just cannot get past it..Say a prayer for me, and lets hope I do the right  thing!